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[10 Oct 2005|05:49pm] I haven't really updated much in a while, have I? You're probably wondering why, aren't I right in assuming so? Yeah, my mother never came home at all, haven't heard a thing since last time I updated. It might seem cold but I couldn't really care less now to be honest, yes she is my mother and that, but she is better off where-ever she is at this time, dead or alive. So umm I handed over the keys to the landlord September 15th and I am currently staying in another beautiful flat over next to Kelvinhall Subway Station. It feels so fantastic, all my troubles have floated away with the disappearence of my mother. I am currently looking for a job I really want to make a go of things. 2 replacing this pain | with something numb

[31 Aug 2005|08:03pm] My mother still hasn’t arrived home, nothing to be worried about though. I shall be leaving in two weeks anyway so she can go and smoke dope with her hommies. I am not giving her any more “pocket money” anymore. For christs sake, I am 17 and she is like 40… she is the one that’s meant to be the bloody adult. So here is me, sitting in this dump that I pay for myself. We have a stingy bathroom actually its just a toilet and a wee sink we don’t even have a bath or shower; one bedroom; and that’s it. That’s me sitting here on the laptop which yet again I paid for myself and the internet connection. Doesn’t cost that much. It’s a top up and go kind of thing. Yeah its better than that last place we stayed at in Kilmarnock, before that it was some wee shit village that I cannot even remember the name of since we only stayed there like a week. I don’t even remember the other places. All this time moving around. Maybe it would be better if my mother didn’t bother coming home at all, then maybe I would be able to move on with my life. I am pretty mature for the age of 17, I turned 17 in may just there, so its not as if I am turning 18. Anyway I better go, got *cleaning* to do… I’ll be here for ever! 3 replacing this pain | with something numb

[31 Aug 2005|02:23pm] Hi there! I have just created my account on here. After moving to a completely new place in my life it's strange and I know no-one or have no-one at the moment anyway. So I thought the best way would be to write my feelings down on here. A friend told me ages ago about this place and she said it was fabulous. I hardly talk to her anymore mind, lost contact a while ago which is kind of shit. I've left those friends which I did have behind and have time to think which really isn’t the best thing for me. No point in looking for a boy friend because the last one I had hung himself and have never gotten over the fact that it must have been my fault. I have no friends on this either but maybe I will just browse through journals so if I do add anyone and they are reading this please add me, i do talk some interesting shit now and then. Some things that may be interesting about me: Name: Heather Age: 17 Location: Somewhere in Glasgow, don’t even know what its called Sex: Female Email: Trashedemokid@hotmail.co.uk *msn* add me if you wish Pets: Dog names tithed.. I’m serious Current Living Situation: I live with my mum: my dad deserted me when I was a kid!! with something numb

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